Posted on Sep 11th, 2006
by
danny
Dear Friends!
August is homecoming month for me. Thursday night will be the first time I've played in Fullerton (my old backyard) in a long time, and I'm looking forward to it. I invite you to join me.
Also, part by chance and part by intention, I've been 'coming home' to a lot of the things that have brought joy and meaning to my life over the years, some of which have been pushed to the periphery of my focus (or worse) over the course of time.
For instance, I spent the better part of last week recording music with some close friends and doing little else. (We bonded over many good meals, that's what else.) It reminded me of when I was younger, living at home, relatively care-free (and absolutely rent free!), finding myself in an expansive present moment, indulging in and
participating in new creation and discovering, "Wow! I really love this..."
And in June my brothers and sisters and I threw a surprise anniversary party for my mom and dad at our Buena Park home. There were lots of laughs-and some tears-as we reminisced with extended family and old family friends over their 46 years of marriage together. It was a super-duper dose of family for me that brought with it a profound sense of coming home.
I hope it's not just me. I hope it's part of your experience right
now too because it feels pretty good coming home.
So, here's the other invitation. As some of you know, I keep a gig-by-gig interactive mailing list for the trio I started last summer. What's an interactive mailing list, you ask? It's the kind of mailing list that talks back to you. It's a 50-way conversation in journal form. It's a shared history of thoughts, feelings, and emotions of the many people that have come together to see, hear and support this very young trio. However, an interactive mailing list relies on a healthy amount of interaction. So, I invite you...
I invite you to reply to this e-mail and tell me about a recent homecoming you've had, whether it was geographical or more spiritual in nature. Tell me, if you will, what 'coming home' means to you. With your permission I'd like to include your reply in my interactive mailing list and give others the benefit of feeling your experience. This way, if you're not able to make it out to Fullerton on Thursday we can still share a connection of sorts. That's why we're here, I'm guessing.
I'm not asking for just the happy, cheery homecomings, either. Some homecomings are more painful, naturally. I'd like to include those stories too, but only if you say it's okay. Mark it Anonymous if you like-she's said lots of profound stuff.
Thanks for this opportunity to know you a little better!
now, back to the first invitation...
Danny Moynahan-keyboards, vocals
Richard Fultineer-drums, vocals
Austin Nicholsen-bass, vocals
Thursday August 17th, 10:00 pm
The Continental Room
115 W. Santa Fe Ave.
Fullerton, CA 92832
no cover
peace,
love,
Danny
p.s. a song...
Long Way Home
Until I find
the poet's tree
and in it's shade
rest my weary head
an orphan I will be
Until I find
the wounded king
who waits for me
to complete my QUESTion
an orphan I will be
It's a long way home
follow the glow all the way home
it's a long way home
don't cry for me 'cause I'm going home
Until I find
a hearth to call my own
and in it's flame
heal my broken heart
an orphan I will be
Until I find
the harmony
that let's me see
that you are me, singing the same song
an orphan I will be
It's a long way home...
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Dear Danny,
I guess it's out for me to go to Fullerton on Thursday, especially as I'll be picking Martine up at the Greyhound Station that evening. She has a somewhat grimmer homecoming in store for her, seeing her 91-year-old mother with advanced Alzheimer's and making sure that she's not being victimized by the healthcare system.
Since my Mom and Dad have passed on -- too bad you never met them, as you'd have liked both of them -- home is now when my brother Dan and I get together. He'll be dropping by next week. His daughter, my niece Hilary, is looking for a new apartment in the Long Beach area (she's a CSULB senior), and Dan's going to help her move in.
I liked your poem. Here's one from my blog site which I put up this morning:
http://blog.360.yahoo.com/blog-eS9EVlEidKqpEPs.it6CuM2J?p=4791
We should get together some time. I took Luis to La Parrilla on César Chavez a few weeks ago. When it cools off, maybe we can get a group to go over there and get some of the best most autentico Mexican food in L.A.
Have a great gig!
Jim
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Hey Danny...good to hear your voice...ur....read your words :) I'm not sure if I'll make it to the OC, but I do have a homecoming story...you know, just recently I went home to visit my family for a few weeks in NY. My mom had had surgery and for the first time since she had the six of us, she found herself recovering in a hospital. A few days after she returned home, she went to her doctor and found out that she had colon cancer. It was a surreal time at home - one unlike any other before. It was very difficult to return to home here in California. I got to see all of my siblings, and spend some nice moments with my mom, but of course "some" is never enough. Since returning to LA I found a job, but things don't seem very exciting these days, including the job. Feel free to share this story I guess. Sorry I haven't seen you in a while. Hope you're well - sounds like it :) I visitied some friends in SF this weekend and on the way home I played one of the Kuyam CDs and told them you taught the kids those songs -- they were like, wow, Danny sounds like a cool guy -- I was like, yeah, he is :)
Well, take care man. Any waves recently? Always ready to surf if you're gettin' out there.
Later,
Pat
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We r so blessed. Know this, live this, love this. Austin :)
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Danny,
I am in Maine we just finished (or perhaps still are) celebrating my parents' 50th anniversary - we threw a surprise party for them with 120 guests from 15 states and tons of Lobster.
I hope to see you soon.
Chris
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i'm home in new york with my parents now! and last night i had an argument with my stepfather about communism and stuff. i couldn't sleep all night, and neither could either of my parents. i'm now thinking, after lying awake all night trying to come up with just the right phrase about israel or some other issue, in my dreams really, but in and out of sleep, and none of it making any waking sense, i'm now thinking that i'm going to drop being political if i can, and just keep the activism. you know what i mean? because none of those words make any difference...at least not in the dream
state i was in last night. anyway, its good to be home and see my folks. the air in new york is thicker, you can really feel it... it makes l.a. seem thin by comparison...and i guess the moral is don't argue with your parents, there's no point. if you live your life according to your values, thats the biggest point you can make. later,
anon
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Hey Mr Danny, what up? Well sir that was a very touching and revealing email and it shows that you have a very good view of life and all it has to offer, especially family and friends, you are to be commended . The song lyrics were very good and meaningful, dude you write profoundly and poetical. I can't say that I've had any homecomings at the time except when I played with House Brew last Friday, Danny that brought back some fond memories of the HB hay days, I remember all those good and crazy songs we used to do and how the band was so open and the creative juices were flowing so freely that we had to wear rubber boots at rehearsal and gigs, that's what made House Brew so special. So I guess if I had any kind of Homecoming it would have to be going home (even if for a short time) to the soulful House for another cup of Brew, what can I say a fresh cup of House Brew goes a long way and is always something good to come home to.
Peace and many good things to you Danny, God bless you and yours.
Rod Terrell
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Dear Danny! I can't tell you how much I relate to what you wrote.... I'm writing from Israel...home! I'll be here till the end of the month and unfortunately won't be able to attend what sounds like an amazing time.
home has been a big issue in my life, something I face almost everyday...it's important for me to feel at home...these days there are pieces of home for me in two places very far from each other...
being back home right now, especially at a time of war brings up lots of emotions, both sad and happy.... up untill today I woke up everyday to awful news...how many souliders and people have died, how many bombs landed in Israel and how close it's getting to my own town..on the other hand I spend my days with the people I love most, my family. I havent seen them in nearly a year, and just like you said, it takes you back to an earlier time in your life, care and rent free and for me it
also takes me back to a different culture, language and even humor...leaving under a treat creates lots of fear, but knowing that anything could happen at any moment makes you appriceate every moment you have and share with others,it makes you thankful to be alive for another day...
I love the song you wrote! i think finding home is something we all want deeply and that's what motivates us to go on...
I have a song called "long way from home" I'll sing it for you sometime...
have fun on the 17th...I'll be there in spirit..
Love,
Shirli
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Four years ago I moved into my parents house to "recover" from 20 years of tortuous seizures. I was in a really good place with myself. Just grateful to be alive after my arduous journey of overcoming. I went from twenty five grand mal seizures a month to none. That is after years of studying the brain/body, trying hundreds of different doctors and thousands upon thousands of dollars spent on different remedy's. Moving to my parents house was anything but a homecoming. I hadn't wanted to move there but somehow my Mother talked me into it. It was the entrance to hell. I had no idea I came from such a dysfunctional/ alcoholic family. The moment I stepped in the door, according too them, I became a "loser " and they let me know everyday of my life. They constantly reminded me that I have nothing and am nothing. After a while I started to believe them and my heart changed. I became a bitter, angry, cynical person. All of my years of struggle and triumph meant nothing to my family because I had nothing to "show for it". I made a children's video for my beloved niece and nephew. The day I went to deliver it to their house my sister locked the door and spoke through the window saying "you're not welcome here". Her husband called me that night saying I can never see the children again. He doesn't want me to influence them because I am such a loser. My heart was broken. That was the end. The next year I was a zombie. My heart was dead and my faith too. I remember having this little stone on my alter that read "believe" and I threw it out the window. I hated my life, the world and myself. I was preparing to leave Los Angeles to heal my broken heart. Then god intervened. I woke one morning to a terrible pain in my stomach area. I was rushed to the hospital and spent the next 24 hours vomiting bile and screaming in agony. The next several days I spent doped up on heavy narcotics taking one frightening test after the other. I had a gall stone logged in my bile duct and it required a risky surgery to eliminate it. During my stay at the hospital I didn't sleep and started hallucinating. Half human/ half creatures would come to me and tell me horrible ,scary things. I was petrified. All I had was prayer. I was in agony. One night I prayed to Jesus to take my pain away. I had a hallucination or a dream and saw him through a
mirror with his hands over my pain area. I saw only the cuffs of his white robe and his hands. The next morning was the first time I didn't have pain. I was finally released from the hospital and remember while being driven home, it was like seeing for the first time. The purple clouds, the changing sky at sunset hour, the mountains....it was beautiful. I have arrived home because my faith in god is restored. I have been given
another chance to live this beautiful life. I still have one more surgery to go and I am only on day 5 of healing but I am getting better and stronger.With God's grace, I am healing. I will never take another day of life for granted. My parents have changed too. I now love and appreciate them. It was my birthday on Sunday. I just sat in bed looking at the trees blowing with my cat and dog near me and felt like the luckiest person in the world. Just grateful to be alive.
Suzy Coyle
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actually...here's a homecoming lyric
crazy curlyhead
well you take the highway to fortification street
you've got a houseful of cousins and plenty to eat
you may not be where you want to be, but you know you'll find love
it's been 16 years since i've seen this man in a straw hat and bermudas
so i shook his hand, he showed me to his pickup truck, Louisiana flew by
he said, now you know you're way back home and you've got a bed
so don't you worry your crazy curly head
we argued dissertations about the worth of the blues
he said it was ugly, i said it was cool
he said he smoked refer, i said, i don't do none of that
Aunt Dell was in the kitchen, she said, what's he talkin' 'bout
you know you're uncle's crazy, i said, i'm eccentric myself
her husband sang a love song to a girl he knew in 1928
i went to a jazz club with my cousin Ramona,
the band had broken up, so we talked with the owner
he said, how do like the South? i said, i'm just tryin' to find myself.
and he laughed at me
he said, now you know you're way back home and you've got a bed
so don't you worry your crazy curly head
southern wind don't fill pretentious sails
i forgot to keep my journal, forgot LA was there
James brought baby Autumn, she pulled my hair and she smiled
bought my ticket for New Orleans, i was heading back to Rome
thinkin' about Mel, Angela, and Vincent, and all that we'd done
thinkin' how one week could change us, and how quickly one week was gone
well, i quit my job in LA for this trek to the unknown
now i'm eating lot's of crackers and writing lots of songs
on the beach i think about finding work
the waves echo those southern words...
Words and Music by Jason Luckett
C Lucky Masala Head
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Danny,
What a cool invitation -- I like your style!
My recent homecoming is music. I sang in choirs in grade and high school. I studied guitar from 8-16. I wasn't the best, but I liked it. And then somehow I left it all behind.
Well, since Memorial Day I have had Music Fever. Lots of folk guitar. Sudden song-writing. Even eyeing old classical pieces again. It feels like a little kid has returned. And she has dreams. I did my first terrified open mic on Th. Shook the whole time, but I flew home.
Thank you for the lyrics to Long Way Home. I loved it when you sang it at Synergy, and it's good to revisit it. There is such poetry in it.
blessings
Deb
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Danny,
Thanks for the lovely note. It's nice to know that your out there thinking, moving and breathing. Congrats on getting into the recording studio. I can't wait to hear what you got. A new CD perhaps? If that happens i'd love one. LIfe for me lately has been filled with great changes and fun
Left a long relationship
Moved down the mountain
rejoined civilization
sent my child away to college
built an art and music studio
played music with many
played music for many
Fell in love again...will I ever learn?
Wandered around in my clown shoes.
Went to my hometown..there are 4 stop lights now.
Each change and moment has been good
music and art held it all together.
Don't know if I can make the show as I'm heading out of town...be there in spirit.
much love,
mary beth
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